bones and butterflies
i would lose weight but
i hate losing
“I feel jealousy, but I've been trying to channel it into mutual admiration and inspiration. If someone has a really great boyfriend or career, I think, it's cool that happens. Now I have proof it can happen. Maybe that's out there for me someday.”
I miss kissing someone who I had feelings for. I miss looking down at their lips and watching them smile because they knew what I was about to do. I miss that slightly nervous feeling I got right before I pressed my lips against theirs and the butterflies I felt after they kissed me back. I miss my heart pounding in my chest. I miss touching their face so gently, almost as if it would shatter if was too rough. I miss feeling so overwhelmed that I would forget to breathe. Yeah, I miss it all.